What ifs…

Sometimes I still feel like I just need to sit and talk about everything that happened during my last days with Mom.  I find that here at four years out I remember things differently.  I’m editing things, and generally not positively.  The more I look back, the worse I feel about the way I did [...]

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Dear Mama,

This is an ongoing letter to you.  These are words that I wish you could read.  These are words that want to spill out of me on the phone or sitting across a table from you, but can’t anymore.
It’s been nearly 2 years since you died.  I wanted to type ‘you left us,’ but this is [...]

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